neon genesis evangelion - ritsuko & asuka
you make me feel safe, please just hold me in your arms and let me fall asleep to your heartbeat
you make me feel safe, please just hold me in your arms and let me fall asleep to your heartbeat
adhd is: the constant flip between avoiding trying things because you think you will fail.
and spending days trying the most extravagant thing over and over and over again because failure will never stop this train!
You ever just feel like people don’t actually like you? Like you get all this proof and yet that voice in the back of your head just keeps telling you that if one person doesn’t like you then everyone hates you?
I hate the fact that my bpd constantly makes me feel like no one cares about me or likes me and it’s hard to explain to people that I can’t tell which feelings are mine and which are my disorder and I have no idea what gender or sexuality I should go by and I can never tell which parts of me are real and which parts of me are not and it all makes me wanna cry and scream and say goodbye to everyone and everything
Forget staring them down, straight up ignore them. Delete everything about them from every platform. Toss everything they gave you into the trash. Smash your history, forget your past. They aren’t worth your memories, your thoughts, your attention. Someday, you’ll glance over their face in a crowd and you won’t know who they are. That’s when it will sting them the most.
You are now everything they hated, everything they tried to stop you from being. Doesn’t it feel grand?
They made you a sidekick. They turned you into their personal background character, someone who exists to boost their over-inflated ego whenever they want. They called themself a king. But in reality, they were just the tragic backstory to your future life
You owe them nothing. God can bow down to you and kiss your feet. Raise hell and never apologize.